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Because green reminds me of you and your cute toy. [Nov. 11th, 2011|11:11 am]


And if I had to choose everything over you, I'd choose you.
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Yoji, [Sep. 10th, 2010|09:11 pm]
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( Cutie4ever. )
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(no subject) [Mar. 13th, 2010|10:24 pm]
I honestly couldn’t care less if you like the same bands or you’ve read the same books. Tell me one original thing, tell me one true, real thing that brings me to my fucking knees that I’ve never heard before and I’m yours.
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like something god forgot to curse. [Mar. 13th, 2010|10:15 pm]

“I was in love once. I think love is a bit of heaven. When I was in love I thought about that girl so much I felt like I was going to die and it was beautiful, and she loved me, too, or at least she said she did, and we were not about ourselves, we were about each other, and that is what I mean when I say being in love is a bit of heaven. When I was in love I hardly thought of myself; I thought of her and how beautiful she looked and whether or not she was cold and how I could make her laugh. It was wonderful because I forgot my problems. I owned her problems instead, and her problems seemed romantic and beautiful. When I was in love there was somebody in the world who was more important than me, and that, given all that happened at the fall of man, is a miracle, like something god forgot to curse.”
—Donald Miler, “Blue Like Jazz”

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there's no such thing as faith, and trust, and pixie dust. [Mar. 10th, 2010|04:31 pm]
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Hi.

So much has been going through my mind. I feel so confused. Sigh, if only things could get better. If only humans didn't have so much pride. I'm confused. I'm lost. I don't know what to do now. It's just that things have been going rough lately, for me. I just don't want to bring you down with me. It's not that I couldn't be bothered about you. It's just that nowadays, I don't have much to say. And many more other reasons why. I don't know what's my future gonna be like. 16 already, but haven't even planned a thing for my future, how much better can I get! Hahaha. Well, life has been tough. But when the going gets tough, the tough gets going (or is it the other way round?). Self-encouragement here, hello ~

Bye.

{the sky may fall and the stars may too, but in the end, i will still love you <3}
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define: problems [Mar. 8th, 2010|08:15 pm]
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HI, good news. I PASSED ALL MY SUBS EXCEPT CHINESE (Y) My CPA, ohmygoodness....... I didn't expect to score 90marks, heh heh heh.

Kkkk anyway, wo hen sad :( I suddenly don't feel like replying anyone. I mean like, I don't know.. I feel so confused, so troubled. What should I do. My life is damn motherfucking screwed. Sometimes, sometimes. I just wish I didn't have to live. Like really, people/friends always say I should cherish my life. But I don't see anything even WORTH cherishing. Like what some teacher said today, ohright, Mr Thomson. During Biology bout' abortion, those kids don't even get a chance to live, even if they wanted to. And sometimes we tell ourselves, "Why did my mother gave birth to me in the first place?" Cross my heart. If I could, I would exchange my life for the kid who wants to live. I really don't see/feel the point of living. No one will ever understand how I feel. Now you're probably thinking to yourselves that my problems are just tiny little things that could be solved easily, and that other people out there has much more bigger problems than me. But so what if my problems are smaller? They are still problems, whether big, or small.
  • A problem is an issue or obstacle which makes it difficult to achieve a desired goal, objective or purpose.
If anyone can understand how I feel, I'll just give you a big round of applause, worship you or whatever. But I guarantee you that nobody can figure out how I feel. Everyone has different feelings, we look at things differently and we think differently. Everyone is made to think/feel differently. Everyone is special in their own ways.
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Ever. [Mar. 4th, 2010|10:06 pm]
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Hi, it's been a long time eh. K anyway,  I want to mention a few things.

First, I miss us, really. We've been through so much together, cried together, laughed together, suffered together for 3, going on 4 years now. Think back. Look back. Don't you guys miss those times so much? If you guys don't. I do. I don't know why I'm so affected by it, but I really cherish you guys, the 4 of you. I love you guys. Although we're not as close as how we used to be last time.... I know that we'll be able to reunite. Yeah, secondary 4 alr, stress right. I know. After our major exams. Promise me we'll all go out together. Remember all those promises we made? I hope, yeah? I hope, those promises will be kept. Ily 4 <3.

Secondly, you guys, don't go around bitching/gossiping or whatever you all do to people. Cuz all the stuffs you guys say aren't true. Don't come and fucking spread rumours that aren't true. I'm serious you guys will fucking get bao ying. You guys think you all are always right huh? Fuck no. I hate you people.

Thirdly, imyt, iwtbwybic, yjiat. ljtaa. Nmwhbmac, iwsly. Iwsecy, m.


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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2010|08:39 pm]
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I wish i had a perfect family.


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taking me for granted- [Jan. 18th, 2010|07:13 pm]
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I feel so sad.
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might actually be the best for you. [Dec. 29th, 2009|02:03 am]
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there is always a time in life where you come to realize many things,
in fact, there are probably a lot of those moments. you realize that some people you thought you could trust,
are in fact the worst people you could ever trust.
you realize that some people you thought would be bad for you, might actually be the best for you. and you also realize that may be you haven't done many good choices in the past.

personally, i know, i've done many mistakes, just so many that i don't want to think about them, it would drive me crazy. but there is one thing, i don't really feel like i regret what i've done. i've learned from the bad things i've done, and i always just try again, even though it's probably not the right decision.what i've probably spent most of my life working on are relationships.

whenever i find somebody i really like, i have hopes, hopes that this relationship might finally be the right one. yes, even though, all the past relationships, or crushes i had just ended up being so ridiculous, and that i was just used by the person.and sometimes, i wonder what it gives to yourself to love somebody, and to be loved. does it actually do any good? is it worth it? should we just all be loners?

i dont know.
and yes, even though i still have hopes, there are things that have changed. things in me that those selfish and inconsiderate people i was involved with changed.
i have no idea if i could ever really trust somebody again.
trust that one would never be unfaithful.
trust that one would never treat me like crap.
i'm scared to have expectations. i'm scared because people have just been so disappointing. i'm scared to give myself to somebody. i'm scared to love.

but i know i will eventually, love again. all good things have bad sides?
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